OH THAT INFERNAL MACHINE!!
Yes it is even in the Dictionary. A machine designed to explode and destroy life or property. Of course the machine I refer to is designed to preserve life but continues to frustrate and aggravate me. I struggle with rebellion against what seems so unfair. It pinches, I feel trapped,it isn't fair and so many other whiny statements. I forget to thank my Heavenly Father for the technology that prolong my life and the means to use it. As a person who had to learn to wear a Chemical Biological Mask while in the Army I know this will take time and patience to learn. OF course patience has never come easy to me. Maybe that is why I have been sent this lesson. I will sit here and pray a little longer for patience and strength and then go try again to wear that mask and sleep. I know given time it is what is best for me.